Week 48 - 2020
I’m doing this thought dump thing now.
I used to do week notes but over time, I started feeling like I was answering the “what are your strengths and weaknesses” interview question, so noped the heck out.
I’m slightly broken right now. I’m going through a touch of burnout so doing everything I can do make it better which includes this so sorry, you’re coming along for the ride.
Burnout is such a fucked up thing for me. I’m swimming with creative ideas right now, but it’s also like walking through syrup—extremely frustrating. I know now to be patient with myself, so I’m just scribbling this shit into my bullet journal and when I feel better, I'll see if I'm still digging the ideas. I’ve just let myself plod along this week—mostly writing and fiddling with prototypes—and it’s been very helpful. I’ve also drank a lot of 19 Crimes wine which again, has been very helpful.
I should do this all the time tbh: scribble ideas out of my head then revisit them after a set amount of time to see if I’m still into them. It’d certainly save a lot of time with half-assed side projects.
Anyway, I’ve been listening to this album a lot this week and it’s fucking rad.
Have a good weekend 💜